In the mid-1990s, I suffered a spritual emergency. As I work on my book, I found a journal entry about that experience.
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I keep questioning my identity. This morning, I awoke to a personal revelation, a deep knowing of some kind: I am NOT my personality pattern, character, or body. I am a Nothingness, which contains Everything! Wow, now I’m really out of my league.
I told my Diamond Heart teacher that I had lost all my boundaries to mind or body. He looked me right in the eye and said, “You’re not actually the person you think you. There is a higher dimension of no-thing-ness that is coming through you.”
Those words hit me like a lightning bolt! In my heart I knew that he spoke the truth. But having a force greater than myself working within me was too much. It was unfathomable. I was scared out of my mind. The next day my friend, who is now my husband, brought me a book that saved me.
I highly recommend this book, Spiritual Emergency, to anyone who gets overwhelmed spiritually.